Monday, March 1, 2010

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday my precious angel. I want so badly to wish you a happy birthday in person. I want so badly to share my heartache with you my best friend. I want so badly to tell you how I love you and to share so much more life together. I miss you so much.
Jesus, I ache. Emotionally. Physically. Spiritually. I hear you are close to the brokenhearted. I need you close to me. Hold me. Help me. Bring me hope. As I lean on you, quiet me in your love, whispering your promises of hope into my life. Yes, Jesus, I ache. My heart aches for you. My heart aches for your hope and help. I trust you ...... even in my grief. Amen.